memories deep
every time I try to sleep
I am back there in the bleachers
a snow cone summer
my mouth is full of dirt
you're rounding second base and we're all anticipating
mouths moving slow and its getting harder to be present
everyone knows when you're faking it, but you'll still fake it nonetheless
took a wrong turn
now I'm sinking down behind the dumpsters
whats the point of speaking when you're not heard?
its been ten years and you still don't understand why I haven't answered
I waited too long to come to terms with anything
I waited too long and now the scores are in and I am losing
Am I losing it?
Cast out your line
reel it in and lets hope we've caught it this time
throw me back in
sail away and maybe I'll see you again
and I'll learn to swim
with a hook in my mouth
with my hands full of sand
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